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I was born in Ukraine and my first language is russian. I have many livejournals in russian, but now i want to write all my notes in english. I just feel a great NEED in it. That is my Facebook http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100002665138452
And my Russian diary http://dairy-2.livejournal.com/

пятница, 19 августа 2011 г.

" I LOVE YOU"

The whole life is the searching for that beloved one whom we want to build family with and to born a child. It all begins from the need to be loved. We say "I LOVE YOU!". We justify too many actions and feelings by this phrase " I LOVE YOU!" You just need to say"I LOVE YOU" and it seems to you that everything is Okey. I told you "I love you" and everything should be Okey*. Isn`t it right?
 If you are told: " I LOVE YOU" and you hear: " I cannot live without you" - it means that you will be ready to betray yourself forsake this moment to hear on and on: " I LOVE YOU" and to get within: "I cannot live without you!" . It is so greatly deep feeling we get.
 It is the most  terrible thing because we are  rare to   understand  it. If you  have this  feeling  of  loneliness within you and the great  need to find the one who will understand you, so that  is the  whole inside of  and  it has a  name: " Nobody needs me!"  Because  you need to learn how to  comprehend yourself and simply to give the understanding to others  but  not  to try  to get the comprehending of yourself from them.
 
When you are trying to get the  understanding of yourself from  other  people  it  shows  you get the whole  of "nobody needs me" within. When some other person tells you that he loves you, you will hear that he  has  just told you : " I cannot  live without you. Let us be together forever!" . And you will be ready to follow this person even to the world's end and to do ANY*THING for this person.
 

понедельник, 15 августа 2011 г.

“I AM Presence”

Consciousness moves the centre of its attention to “I AM Presence” within boundaries, destroying thinking mind (which is either in the past or future and which always lacks something for ‘complete happiness’))))).(allayae)

energy of the Source


The external world supplies the illusion of energy only in case you percept the external world as something separated from you. Looking at the Sun and absorbing its energy you eat an illusion of energy, if you percept it as something separated from you (not on the level of mental but the sensations). Only feeling the Sun or any other part of the external world as an extension of own body we can absorb the energy of the Source not illusion of it. 

 
We were always told that without food, water and sleep our body dies and psychic is destroyed. But it doesn’t! It’s only the program and narrow presentation – Limiting the Source by frames of perception. The program prescribed from childhood by the external world not to let us unite with the Source of I AM.

воскресенье, 7 августа 2011 г.

the Day of my Solid body Enligtenment.


My Personal solid body enlightenment.


I Am is True reality


I Am is True reality. But Individual state of ‘I am’ – is illusion

As for example a man is sitting in the room and gathering an apple from molecules in space (by power of thought). Here it is almost gathered, pulsing. Here telephone calls and the man shifts his attention to the telephone and the apple disappears at once.

So do Individualized state of ‘I am’. While I am in the centre of this Individualized state of ‘I am’ – I don’t feel I AM.

суббота, 6 августа 2011 г.

There is nothing but “I AM”.

I understood that in time of the first experience “I AM” looked at Individualized state of “I am”. And in this case Individualized state of “I am” is looking at self-feeling “I AM”. I’m trying to understand how to deepen into I AM so much. (transmutation diAry http://transmutatebody.livejournal.com/  )
 
There is no greater predestination then to Be “I AM”.
There is nothing but “I AM”.
 

среда, 3 августа 2011 г.

Marat: Cosmic Unity

My work at 4^08 Am

Birth is a key to Liberation!

The Feelings and Body* – are the easiest and simplest way to Liberation.

It’s impossible to feel the Energy in space and matter by thoughts or emotions … but Feelings!!!
And feelings are possible while there is the Body. Body – is a key to everything. Now I understand those gurus who says: Birth is a key to Liberation!
 
 

I AM Everything within and beyond time!

Every part of you flames with bright light. 
You – are the world without boundaries and limits.
You are Me, there is nothing bigger beyond all things.
You are Me, there is nothing to be changed.


You – are milliards of the Sunlights.
I am - the Sunlights’ nuclear.
The real fool,
Who divides and integrates all to One!


There are neither you, nor world nor me.
I AM Everything within and beyond time!
( Allayae)