1 of August 2011 Drawing

Many  years I wrote articles and notes   for my diaries.  I shared my experience with Russian  public  and  it made me happy.  But now  I came to the point where  I found myself in need to draw. I never   tried  to do it  professionally.  Now I can see how hard it goes. I begin  and  stuck on first drawing.  It makes me feel terrible.  For many years I have been doing what  I  really did good and now I  can`t even draw the face. It makes  me mad. It is challenge for me. 

Sometimes I  came  back to articles to see that  I  have learned to do it almost professionally, so I can do it with drawing  too.   I need  more practice. 

I can draw  in this style: (my paintings)

but I want to draw  like this: